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Growing Pains

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1.
Daddy 00:48
We got your daddy we got your man We got your daddy he’s in the van Everyday we’re late and every night we’re drunk All the money spent, we're all sick and we smell like drugs Promise to bring him back to you Hungover, stoned, probably blind - it’s true How the fuck did we get so old We got your daddy we got your man We got your daddy he’s in the van
2.
Am I living in a fantasy world Maybe this world is not so good to me Maybe it’s better if I shut my eyes, if I stay inside If I don’t see a thing You’re coming out of your shell.. I got used to shutting out and dream So sick of this in between The things we say and we don’t mean End of a useless conversation Looking at the floor You’re coming out of your shell.. This is what it is right now Can’t change can’t make the time go by May June July Nothing makes sense anymore to me As I wait for love to come say Hi, maybe I’m just not good at this thing We call reality Maybe I can’t see Imagination goes wild as my mind breaks free Imagination goes wild
3.
Looks like I’m running again I’m on the run Feeling lonely today I’m on the rum Need to let this one go said and done Lean your head back Listen to the sound I found myself at the lost and found Sitting in the attic of your dirty bar Drugs we use to heal the scars Broken glasses and broken hearts It’s hard to see the stars ….x2 Long nights under the city lights It’s hard to see the stars
4.
Can't avoid it, gotta go through it Through the heavy traffic, through the rain and the mud in the shoes Gotta go through with it till it moves It’s all gonna go away With time Liquored up, eyes are open Mouth will not be shut We're not dead, it's just growing pains Can't avoid it gotta go through it Through the tears and the blood Can't run can't hide anymore Not gonna sleep it off let it bite let it sore It's all gonna go away in time Liquored up, eyes are open Mouth will not be shut We're not dead, it's just growing pains It's not gonna be a nice sight to see But it's gonna come out spinning your heads out, skin crawled pour the wine let us bleed
5.
N.O.T Funny 00:48
Started as a joke, still not funny Not gonna change it for the fame or for the money Tried N.O.T, but it’s still lame Well I guess we’re keeping this ugly baby and its fucked up name Hey Erin, we’re not changing our name We know it's fucked up and there's no use in explaining it Hey Erin, we’re not changing our name Now we’re stuck with this, name as good as...piss.
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Cute 00:56
It’s so fucking cute, you put animals in zoos Show them off as trophies It’s so fucking cute, you think they matter less than you Well that’s some fucking bullshit Stuck in a cage Put on a stage It’s so fucking cute when you sell your pets online As if they were an object I guess you’re just fools who think they matter less than you Well that’s some fucking bullshit Feeling their rage, they can’t be tamed, This isn’t the life they asked for and you’re making me feel sick Stuck in a cage, put on a stage They’re not there to play around with It’s not fucking cute
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Happy chord to an unhappy song I threw my life away Just to see if I’ll get along All out of answers and no where to go I felt like I’m stuck and now conversations are through It’s useless She’s losing weight She’s losing faith again I’m losing this battle Singing for rain, counting the days till Summer Didn’t mean to scare you all I don’t really wanna die, I don't know But sometimes it feels like the lows Take over the highs All out of answers and no specific way to go I felt like I’m stuck and now conversations are through It’s ruthless She's losing weight She’s losing faith again Straight from the bottle Singing for rain, counting the days till Summer No one saw it coming Everyone calls your brave But all you can feel is a heart filled with sorrow All you can see is your grave Oh no one saw it coming, all you can see is your..
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Therapy 01:39
After all this, say I need a psychiatrist Smash my head with my fist Kick down the door and piss on the floor I don't miss anymore all the hate from before I'm Just Angry It's coming along the anxiety’s been gone I've been crazy I wanna have a breakdown Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me ///// I wanna have a breakdown Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me I’m gonna have a breakdown oh Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me
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Witch Hunt 01:37
...You can’t get rid of me so easily.. Your obsolete rules and oppressing acts Are bound to be broken and you better run Trying to bring us down it’s been long enough And our witch hunt’s just begun Better save your prayers for someone else Cause I’m not part of your religious lies It’s not a prophecy we’re not a property Why don’t you look me in the eyes I’m not gonna change my ways (don’t want to) It actually feels great to spit in your face I’m not gonna sit and wait (don’t want to) While you keep trying to tear down our face Missionaries and patriarchs take away our liberty as if it’s theirs You really don’t know what you’re up against And really now, you should be scared Better save your prayers for someone else Cause I’m not part of your religious lies It’s not a prophecy we’re not a property Why don’t you look me in the eyes
10.
The Distance 01:38
It isn’t really what we dreamed about It isn’t really a first world country It isn’t really like the rest of the world Where everyone is constantly hungry Hurry out of here with your facisct rules They stuff right down our throats Simple people don’t matter, make money fast Go home and fuck the rest Most of us won’t be happy Most of us will have to take the bus back home People walking past you Nobody knows their names They never say hello In and out of a bus with a meaningless number Going back and forth AC in the summer, sweating off anger Dripping faces on the phones Most of us won’t be happy Most of us will have to take the bus back home They’re walking past you Nobody knows their names They never say hello It should have been better, simple people don’t matter
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Run For It 01:48
You come around and it’s all one big mistake I’m picking battles here, and I swear I’m falling for your pretty little eyes I’ve been down that road before.. Could you come around, always searching for your face I’m walking down your street I swear I’m falling for your silly little laugh let’s make a run for it Let’s act like we don’t know anything about mistakes and promises The worst that’s yet to come, it’s time come on darling come on do your part Let’s make this right again When you come around It’s always funny how it ends To ruin everything, I swear it’s the last time I will try to show my face. Just once we’ll go against the odds It’s always games with you, know it’s hard enough but it’s simply true let’s make a run for it Let’s act like we don’t know anything about mistakes and promises The worst that’s yet to come, it’s time come on darling come on break my heart Let’s make this right again
12.
Try Trust 01:00
I hate to drag you into this, But I feel sick constantly It’s like a hit or miss, it stands out and it tires me Do we really know the way Do we really wanna know the pain We’ve hidden for years With self hate and disease But we’re trying Fighting with uncertainty Talking with people thinking what’s wrong with me My mind got used to being down and out Being down Do we really know the way Do we really wanna go to the place We avoided for years Filled with snakes and disease But we’re trying I wanna trust myself again I don’t wanna feel this way again. Fuck this.
13.
We got the guns Here to kill all the fun Just part of the system Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism There’s no equality, no! We got the guns Strapped and loaded, two sides of the field Ready to kill with a thrust Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism There’s no equality, no quality of life And I noticed this is constantly The part where we lose this fight We got the guns Strapped and loaded two sides of the field losing battle at once Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism There’s no equality, no quality of life for the most of us Contradictions, compensations..oh we wanna go back to where it began Change the way we live so it’s different, what’s it gonna take to release And smell the scent of peace? And I noticed this is constantly The part where we lose this fight
14.
We’re losing focus as the world turns And you’re standing way too close Can’t tell if we’re just trying But you’re making it feel worse You make your fears come true yeah Deep anger runs right through you Living fast future’s all delusion As you’re waiting for your past to reappear On the borderline we crossed this line way too many times Not sure how to trust again Put myself on this exhausting ride You make your fears come true yeah Deep anger runs right through you Living fast future’s all delusion As you’re waiting for your past to reappear We’re waiting for your fears to come
15.
No way I’m letting you back in No one’s coming in again I’m no coming out to play We’re not settling for anything I’m gonna hide until you fade It’s better this way Get outta my head, I don’t think that I deserve this Only thing you did was hurt me, get outta my head I find it hard to keep my breathe, keeping track of the lies you tell The moments that I spend wondering where you’ve been You know exactly what to say I’d rather stay away Medicated or meditated
16.
I might act like you're dead But it’s just the opposite instead Just give me a sign so I know you’re there You meant the world to me and now... Just drop me a line so I know we’re square This time I thought I knew what I was doing, I felt I needed to try a new path I can’t take this pain It’s playing over and over in my brain Just give me a sign so I know you’re there You meant the world to me and now... Just drop me a line so I know we’re square This time I thought I knew what I was doing, I felt I needed to try a new path Know you can understand me now, looking for a place to feel free How honesty will lead us there, I hope to breathe some fresh air and be proud of the mistakes I’ve made, I would love you anyways
17.
It’s been too hard at times Tried to keep it inside Thought you’d waste your time with me Didn’t wanna fall apart but this house just broke my heart I tried to leave it I just wanna be free And all I wanted was to be happy You lost your mind, I lost my sanity again and again We used to break in laughs when things looked horrible Thought you’d waste your time with me I know we’re desperate but we’re no different Tried to make a change cause I just wanna be me And all I wanted was to be happy We lost our mind, I lost my sanity again and again and again Truth is it wasn’t beautiful, it wasn’t fun and I wasn’t happy at all Truth is I felt alone, especially with people around I Felt like the world wasn’t mine to control

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released April 12, 2019

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