Growing Pains

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released April 12, 2019

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Track Name: Daddy
We got your daddy we got your man
We got your daddy he’s in the van

Everyday we’re late and every night we’re drunk
All the money spent, we're all sick and we smell like drugs

Promise to bring him back to you
Hungover, stoned, probably blind - it’s true
How the fuck did we get so old

We got your daddy we got your man
We got your daddy he’s in the van
Track Name: Fantasy World
Am I living in a fantasy world
Maybe this world is not so good to me
Maybe it’s better if I shut my eyes, if I stay inside
If I don’t see a thing

You’re coming out of your shell..

I got used to shutting out and dream
So sick of this in between
The things we say and we don’t mean
End of a useless conversation
Looking at the floor

You’re coming out of your shell..

This is what it is right now
Can’t change can’t make the time go by
May June July
Nothing makes sense anymore to me
As I wait for love to come say Hi, maybe I’m just not good at this thing
We call reality
Maybe I can’t see
Imagination goes wild as my mind breaks free
Imagination goes wild
Track Name: Lost And Found
Looks like I’m running again I’m on the run
Feeling lonely today I’m on the rum
Need to let this one go said and done
Lean your head back
Listen to the sound

I found myself at the lost and found
Sitting in the attic of your dirty bar
Drugs we use to heal the scars
Broken glasses and broken hearts
It’s hard to see the stars
….x2
Long nights under the city lights
It’s hard to see the stars
Track Name: Growing Pains
Can't avoid it, gotta go through it
Through the heavy traffic, through the rain and the mud in the shoes
Gotta go through with it till it moves

It’s all gonna go away
With time
Liquored up, eyes are open
Mouth will not be shut
We're not dead, it's just growing pains

Can't avoid it gotta go through it
Through the tears and the blood
Can't run can't hide anymore
Not gonna sleep it off let it bite let it sore

It's all gonna go away
in time
Liquored up, eyes are open
Mouth will not be shut
We're not dead, it's just growing pains

It's not gonna be a nice sight to see
But it's gonna come out spinning your heads out, skin crawled pour the wine let us bleed
Track Name: N.O.T Funny
Started as a joke, still not funny
Not gonna change it for the fame or for the money
Tried N.O.T, but it’s still lame
Well I guess we’re keeping this ugly baby and its fucked up name

Hey Erin, we’re not changing our name
We know it's fucked up and there's no use in explaining it
Hey Erin, we’re not changing our name
Now we’re stuck with this, name as good as...piss.
Track Name: Cute
It’s so fucking cute, you put animals in zoos
Show them off as trophies
It’s so fucking cute, you think they matter less than you
Well that’s some fucking bullshit

Stuck in a cage
Put on a stage

It’s so fucking cute when you sell your pets online
As if they were an object
I guess you’re just fools who think they matter less than you
Well that’s some fucking bullshit

Feeling their rage, they can’t be tamed,
This isn’t the life they asked for and you’re making me feel sick
Stuck in a cage, put on a stage
They’re not there to play around with
It’s not fucking cute
Track Name: Saw It Coming
Happy chord to an unhappy song
I threw my life away
Just to see if I’ll get along
All out of answers and no where to go
I felt like I’m stuck and now conversations are through
It’s useless

She’s losing weight
She’s losing faith again
I’m losing this battle
Singing for rain, counting the days till Summer

Didn’t mean to scare you all
I don’t really wanna die, I don't know
But sometimes it feels like the lows
Take over the highs
All out of answers and no specific way to go
I felt like I’m stuck and now conversations are through
It’s ruthless

She's losing weight
She’s losing faith again
Straight from the bottle
Singing for rain, counting the days till Summer

No one saw it coming
Everyone calls your brave
But all you can feel is a heart filled with sorrow
All you can see is your grave
Oh no one saw it coming, all you can see is your..
Track Name: Therapy
After all this, say I need a psychiatrist
Smash my head with my fist
Kick down the door and piss on the floor
I don't miss anymore all the hate from before
I'm Just Angry
It's coming along the anxiety’s been gone
I've been crazy

I wanna have a breakdown
Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me
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I wanna have a breakdown
Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me
I’m gonna have a breakdown oh
Therapy therapy you’ll never get the best of me
Track Name: Witch Hunt
...You can’t get rid of me so easily..
Your obsolete rules and oppressing acts
Are bound to be broken and you better run
Trying to bring us down it’s been long enough
And our witch hunt’s just begun

Better save your prayers for someone else
Cause I’m not part of your religious lies
It’s not a prophecy we’re not a property
Why don’t you look me in the eyes

I’m not gonna change my ways (don’t want to)
It actually feels great to spit in your face
I’m not gonna sit and wait (don’t want to)
While you keep trying to tear down our face

Missionaries and patriarchs take away our liberty as if it’s theirs
You really don’t know what you’re up against
And really now, you should be scared
Better save your prayers for someone else
Cause I’m not part of your religious lies
It’s not a prophecy we’re not a property
Why don’t you look me in the eyes
Track Name: The Distance
It isn’t really what we dreamed about
It isn’t really a first world country
It isn’t really like the rest of the world
Where everyone is constantly hungry

Hurry out of here with your facisct rules
They stuff right down our throats
Simple people don’t matter, make money fast
Go home and fuck the rest

Most of us won’t be happy
Most of us will have to take the bus back home
People walking past you
Nobody knows their names
They never say hello

In and out of a bus with a meaningless number
Going back and forth
AC in the summer, sweating off anger
Dripping faces on the phones

Most of us won’t be happy
Most of us will have to take the bus back home
They’re walking past you
Nobody knows their names
They never say hello

It should have been better, simple people don’t matter
Track Name: Run For It
You come around and it’s all one big mistake
I’m picking battles here, and I swear I’m falling for your pretty little eyes
I’ve been down that road before..
Could you come around, always searching for your face I’m walking down your street
I swear I’m falling for your silly little laugh let’s make a run for it

Let’s act like we don’t know anything about mistakes and promises
The worst that’s yet to come, it’s time come on darling come on do your part
Let’s make this right again

When you come around It’s always funny how it ends
To ruin everything,
I swear it’s the last time I will try to show my face.
Just once we’ll go against the odds
It’s always games with you, know it’s hard enough but it’s simply true let’s make a run for it

Let’s act like we don’t know anything about mistakes and promises
The worst that’s yet to come, it’s time come on darling come on break my heart
Let’s make this right again
Track Name: Try Trust
I hate to drag you into this,
But I feel sick constantly
It’s like a hit or miss, it stands out and it tires me

Do we really know the way
Do we really wanna know the pain
We’ve hidden for years
With self hate and disease
But we’re trying

Fighting with uncertainty
Talking with people thinking what’s wrong with me
My mind got used to being down and out
Being down

Do we really know the way
Do we really wanna go to the place
We avoided for years
Filled with snakes and disease
But we’re trying

I wanna trust myself again
I don’t wanna feel this way again. Fuck this.
Track Name: Call It Freedom
We got the guns
Here to kill all the fun
Just part of the system

Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism
There’s no equality, no!

We got the guns
Strapped and loaded, two sides of the field
Ready to kill with a thrust

Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism
There’s no equality, no quality of life

And I noticed this is constantly
The part where we lose this fight

We got the guns
Strapped and loaded two sides of the field losing battle at once

Can’t call it freedom if it’s based on racism
There’s no equality, no quality of life for the most of us

Contradictions, compensations..oh we wanna go back to where it began
Change the way we live so it’s different, what’s it gonna take to release
And smell the scent of peace?

And I noticed this is constantly
The part where we lose this fight
Track Name: Fears Come True
We’re losing focus as the world turns
And you’re standing way too close
Can’t tell if we’re just trying
But you’re making it feel worse

You make your fears come true yeah
Deep anger runs right through you
Living fast future’s all delusion
As you’re waiting for your past to reappear

On the borderline we crossed this line way too many times
Not sure how to trust again
Put myself on this exhausting ride

You make your fears come true yeah
Deep anger runs right through you
Living fast future’s all delusion
As you’re waiting for your past to reappear
We’re waiting for your fears to come
Track Name: Outta My Head
No way I’m letting you back in

No one’s coming in again
I’m no coming out to play
We’re not settling for anything
I’m gonna hide until you fade
It’s better this way

Get outta my head, I don’t think that I deserve this
Only thing you did was hurt me, get outta my head

I find it hard to keep my breathe, keeping track of the lies you tell
The moments that I spend wondering where you’ve been
You know exactly what to say
I’d rather stay away
Medicated or meditated
Track Name: Give Me a Sign
I might act like you're dead
But it’s just the opposite instead

Just give me a sign so I know you’re there
You meant the world to me and now...
Just drop me a line so I know we’re square

This time I thought I knew what I was doing, I felt I needed to try a new path

I can’t take this pain
It’s playing over and over in my brain

Just give me a sign so I know you’re there
You meant the world to me and now...
Just drop me a line so I know we’re square

This time I thought I knew what I was doing, I felt I needed to try a new path
Know you can understand me now, looking for a place to feel free
How honesty will lead us there, I hope to breathe some fresh air
and be proud of the mistakes I’ve made, I would love you anyways
Track Name: Waste Your Time With Me
It’s been too hard at times
Tried to keep it inside
Thought you’d waste your time with me
Didn’t wanna fall apart but this house just broke my heart
I tried to leave it I just wanna be free

And all I wanted was to be happy
You lost your mind, I lost my sanity again and again

We used to break in laughs when things looked horrible
Thought you’d waste your time with me
I know we’re desperate but we’re no different
Tried to make a change cause I just wanna be me

And all I wanted was to be happy
We lost our mind, I lost my sanity again and again and again

Truth is it wasn’t beautiful, it wasn’t fun and I wasn’t happy at all
Truth is I felt alone, especially with people around
I Felt like the world wasn’t mine to control

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